the intro

This is the part where i explain myself and where i am. The point where I hit rock bottom. At the age of 21 I'm unemployed, broke, in debt, moved back home, not in school and my mother can barely stand to look at me. And it's not like I blame her; these days i can barely stand to look at myself. and the cause of all this? ME! and for what? Nothing..no excuses, no reasons, no problems. I hit this point for no reason or person to blame other than myself. I've lied, cheated and stolen.  Multiple times. from people who trusted me and cared for me. i drink. i smoke and i generally dont care. So this is my story. I'm trying to fix my life and to do that i need to fix myself first. My dad recently called me narcasistic. The actual word he should have used was selfish. So that is what im trying to write about. Im trying to show that no matter where i went wrong i can always make it right. and heres to hoping i can.